I guess I could share this song:
You know I’m thinking of you
In the bookstore, in the laundromat
Guess how much I love you
Much more, more than that
Guess how much I love you
More than that
Here’s me
Here’s you
Draw a line between the two
This is cartography for beginners
On a map the gap’s three fingers
But it’s more than that
It’s more than that
I was singing it when I got home and had to then put it on. It makes me smile. I love the simplicity of the lyrics. It makes me think of my old place in Stanmore... going down to the laundromat, the bookstore, a pub in Balmain and the last little bit? Cartography for beginners...? It's cute.
Anyway. Sometimes I look for things to fill the space. Sometimes I make elaborate things. Is it because I don't want to relinquish control of that space to God? What would God do with that space? I fill lots of spaces with music, with dreams, sighs, hopes. I'm growing tired of the emptiness, the false feelings of full-ness. What can I create that is better than what God will provide? Unless I really just don't want God, which at times I'm sure is the case. I get the deal with the golden calf, but it is a massive spit in the face after all God has done and I do the same to God when I make my own idols.
So I play music and I smile at lyrics... but what I really want to do is find a quiet place to talk to God. Argh. It's like what they say, when God is in his proper place so is everything else.
Before I go, listen to this. It's beautiful:
Antony - If It Be Your Will
Night,
Cathrine
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Thanks for sharing your thoughts. :)