Twenty-three, working full time in child care for KU, living in Sydney's North West and feeling right at home.
Born in November; Raised on her dad's record player and a CD player that she won at 11 through a [Retravision] colouring in competition. Loves: cellos, electric guitars, and pianos. Admires: Chopin, Paul Dempsey, Camille, Ella Fitzgerald, Regina Spektor, Edith Piaf, The Lucksmiths, Led Zeppelin, and Woody Herman.
I sing all the time. Music is my language... I'm always looking to expand my vocabulary. This blog is an outlet for my musical chatter.
It's worth it. I remember the goodness. I remember the peace. I am walking through fire right now, or so it feels. Why do I make this into such a big thing? It seems like no one else is mentioning it's significance, but I'm no longer working with Br Ned and no longer attending St John's. C'est tout fini. I know there is life beyond this, Christian life beyond Br Ned, but I feel subdued and worried. Should I? I know they all would say, yes and very much so. Ah dear. I got a painful email Thursday and reflecting on it makes me glad to be moving on, but it doesn't take away the pain that goes with losing something that was once precious.
Anyway, instead of going out with Aisha as planned today, I'm home. It's okay... I'm going to pack for my move next weekend and maybe use this beautiful weather for laundry. I 'found' the bonus disk on Something For Kate's Desert Lights. I like it. It has Born To Run on it as well as this song:
Something For Kate - Hawaiian Robots
Paul's music is often the food my aching heart needs. But "I'm better of as a robot"? lol Who knows. I like the quirkiness... and the veracity. Oh man, I get tired of being so emotional sometimes. I would be so much happier if this was an easier, more natural transition.
Happiness should never be searched but it should be created, spending time with kids, calling up an old friend, eating your favorite meal or giving charity are all forms of happiness. Just stay positive in life.
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sorry dear, that sounds really hard. it sounds like you were betrayed. lots of love from me
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Aww, Heather. Thanks for the lovely comment. Means a lot. Loooove.
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