They

So work today was okay. I kept looking at my watch and saying, "only x!" The day did eventually end and I had maybe a little (tiny) amount of patience left over. I had to stop myself a couple of times, take a couple of deep breaths, and then start again. I felt bad for getting grumpy, I saw the hurt in a couple of kids eyes... like "Cathrine, why are you snipping at me?" Aww! Sorry guys!

But all the while I had a couple of kids with hearts of gold. Chilling out with my shadow today was cool. We sat on the rock and took a break from sweeping the sand. I chatted to her like a friend - told her that I had a friend called Tom who was my age (not sure how Tom was brought up in the conversation though). She asked me if I was 5 or 4 or 3? I told her I was 23 and that he is 23 too. She then looked me in the eyes and said "You have brown skin, why?" LOL Bless her! So we chatted about my mum having brown skin so I have brown skin. I love her so much.

Anyway... I feel as if I can hold my own in crazy situations and the craziness doesn't bother me unduly anymore. I'm glad for that. I think it will put me in good stead for not hitting burn out too early on. :P Plus, I can calm the crazy down.



Jem - They




Who made up all the rules
We follow them like fools
Believe them to be true
Don't care to think them through

And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

And it's ironic too
Coz what we tend to do
Is act on what they say
And then it is that way

And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

Who are they
And where are they
And how can they possibly
know all this
Who are they
And where are they
And how can they possibly
know all this

Do you see what I see
Why do we live like this
Is it because it's true
that ignorance is bliss

Who are they
And where are they
And how do they
know all this
And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this

Do you see what I see
Why do we live like this
Is it because it's true
that ignorance is bliss

And who are they
And where are they
And how can they
know all this
And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry we do this



So I'm a bit blah at the moment. I could probably listen to a stack of RnB and just forget for a while. Might link up some of the lame stuff I'm subjecting my ears to.


112 - Peaches and Cream
Jagged Edge - Let's get married (remix)
Nelly - Ride Wit Me
Usher - U Remind Me


There you go. I'm glad I left those days behind. :P

Cathrine